Kashmir.... I wanna run from the apathy, from the questioning tounges....

I've been adrift on the silver surf and I've paddled ahead of the fear that I'd fall behind I took drinks from the glitter smurfs and their company dads who never stood by in the crying cause no one does and nobody ever will there is only space for one and surely he gets killed when the engine seizes up you might call it existential crisis I simply call it the bravery of emptiness it's up to you cause I'm absolutely numb it's up to you cause I'm absolutely numb ....